Fix You- Coldplay

ok, whoever random is, i wasn't referring to the standard of english that the sec 1s possess. apparently the sec 1s give behavioural problems. so, yea, mr/ms random, kindly do not make assumptions.

enough said.
anyhows, i'm really happy today because i've just seen my apartment-to-be!
i'm gonna move in december! :D i've already chosen my room, and i'll prolly paint it dark green on one side, and light pink on the rest of the walls.
they'v got loads of facilities. even got badminton court! so perhaps i won't become obese after all. :)

and you know, the seller is a doctor. unlike shear's doctor this one looks nerdy and hen-pecked. he's getting married soon. i mean, he's so stingy he cut the agent's commission twice. goodness. and he's like a surgeon? my mum was super mean la, she said he's prolly one of those who wipes sweat during surgery. :S

i remember ps khong said sth abt having too much too lose.
it's like you see hollywood celebrities getting themselves into scientology, karma, whatever. they have everything in the world, and they know that they can lose all of it anytime. so they turn to all sorts of beliefs to trick themselves into believing that they have control. but at the end of the day, do we?
i mean, the walls can suddenly drop on you any moment. or your mum can come in, drop her cup of water and it just so happens that the socket's exposed. worse still, armageddon may just occur within the next 5 minutes.

i have this feeling that i won't be able to grow old. maybe i won't even live long enough to buy my first yvesaintlaurent handbag (i'll prefer a valentino dress, but that's waayy far). you know, nothing's ever certain in this world.

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

I blogged @ 10:00 PM